So it has been some time since I’ve been on here and I apologize for that.
Anyways, the other day was Easter Sunday and I went to church with my boy. There’s this girl he’s pretty much loved since they were kids. They were like best friends and he had like a secret love for her. He did whatever she pretty much wanted, she would make him feel like she wanted him but then she would shoot him down. She took him for granted and he took him years to understand that. Well, I’m pretty sure he knew but I guess he just had to have some hope. But once we started talking she tried to get him. I would guess she got intimidated by me, she realized that he wasn’t paying attention to her anymore. She was so used to all eyes on her from him. But now, he’s focused on me.
I trust him, more than anyone. One day I saw him texting her and I wasn’t so happy about that. He got the assumption I didn’t trust him. But I do. I really do. I was only upset because after all he has said about her, about how he wants nothing to do with her but yet I find him talking to her evey now and then. I always wonder if he ever wants her. I mean, I’d understand. He’s practically loved her. I trust him, I do. I don’t want him ever thinking that I dont. I just wonder if he would rather be with her at times. She’s all he wanted.
She was his prom date, I didn’t go to prom. I stayed home. The whole night we texted each other. We weren’t dating but it was like the beginning of “us”. Anyways, he kissed her that night. Danced with her that night. She had all of his attention. I wanted to be there with him badly. But I was at home watching tv. My date was my ex boyfriend. Who I didn’t expect to be my ex by the time prom came around.
Well it was Easter this past Sunday like I said before. As we were leaving she saw us, she was literally right next to me but she didn’t even mind saying hi (rude bitch…ha sorry) but I stood there to see if she would. She didn’t. So I moved out the way. She pretty much ran over anything in her way to hug my boy. I just kept walking. Sometimes I’ll feel like I’m threatened by her, but I’m not. I have the boy she wants. I have the boy who used to focus and want her to himself instead of being the rebound. I got what she has.
Not sure why I wanted to vent about this, but it makes me feel better. This is why I love you Tumblr.
So get this. This girl that played for us last year was a horrible player. She said she would play again this year but she put no effort. It’s always an excuse for something. If you remember, she was the one mocking me about lacrosse. She was a shitty player. Anyways. I put up a picture of my team and she put up a status about it. And so with that I put one up to. And she messaged me. I had no names in the status but of course, if you think its about you, you more than likely did something wrong. She isn’t apart of our team. So she has no right to bitch about it. She puts in no effort so why so I pay her any respect. If you can keep your word and go to practice, then you’ll have my respect. Or at least some of it.
So far we have lost one game (we had JUST played a game before that, and the clock broke so it was like 2 hours of running time lacrosse. OMG. It was brutal) We tied a game 12-12. Won a game 11-7, and then another 13-3. We’re doing pretty damn good with the team we have now. We have bearly enough players for maybe 1 or 2 subs. And still, we do damn good.
Man, I love my team.
And YOU are not apart of it.
You suck. Seriously.
